More painful than love, warmer than love

Author: Ning Zi
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Publish Date: 2005-10-01
Features: He said: Women, I have always liked two types; beautiful women and talented women. She is the latter, yet different from the latter. She is not purely one type, not a woman nor a girl. She belongs nowhere. She is herself—a woman. I suspect her previous life was a lost cat. In her eyes, there is no single focus. From that day on, I called her Cat. She said, I once saw a sentence that read, "The body is warm, but love is cold." But, I don’t think that’s true. Even if the body is cold, sometimes love is warm, perhaps even warmer than love. When he lifted my face with his fingers, looked into my eyes, and as I began to shy away, he said, "Cat." Suddenly, I burst into tears. Li Jia Ning, a young woman living in the city. She doesn’t often use the internet but met a man she deeply loved online—Shen Jia Ming; she loved a married man who disappeared when she needed him; she loved the unrestrained Luo Xi, but besides physical harm, she gained nothing else; she was also deeply in love with a man named Wings, but his constant travels left her with no sense of security. Her encounter with Shen Jia Ming was supposed to be just a way to escape the cold winter. As the day approached when Shen Jia Ming was leaving the city, she realized her love for him, but everything had come too late. With the passage of time, she realized that her feelings for Shen Jia Ming were not just love; they were deeper than love, more painful than love, and warmer than love.