Patient's question:
During sex? What is a woman's experience during sex?Doctor's answer:
The sky is still blue, the sunshine is still bright, but this beautiful world no longer belongs to me. I lift my heavy steps, walking with difficulty. Yes, the road still has to be walked, although I am no longer the innocent person I once was, no longer the pure person I used to be.Yesterday, I satly by the lake, looking at the sky, looking at the calm water. I thought I would end my life like that, walk into the beautiful Xiang River. But my mother, she brought back my courage to live.
Four days of hell, I really dare not think about it, but those scenes make me never forget them in my lifetime. I really wish these weren't true, hope such harm wouldn't happen to me, but the nightmare still came.
Originally, I was a naive and innocent girl, yearning for a beautiful life, perfect love. But him, he stole my dreams, leaving behind nightmare-like facts. A chance encounter, a chance phone call, made me meet him. But from the moment I met him, he set up a bottomless pit for me. I knew he was a bad person, knew he had done many wrong things in the past, but I naively thought I was his angel, that he would change for me, that he would get better for me, that everything could start over. I didn't mind that he had no education, didn't mind that he had been in prison... didn't mind all of his, as long as he truly loved me.
On the Valentine's Day of 2004, that fragile first time was pierced by his dirty fingers. I cried, I knew I was no longer the naive and innocent person I once was, I was his woman, and