Here you go: Float around

Author: Xia Keke
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Publish Date: 2002-05-01
Features: A beautiful and kind-hearted girl—Mei (Mou'er), originally had a happy and warm family. However, shortly after her birth, her father was forced to death during the late Cultural Revolution. Her mother, driven by hardship, remarried and, unfortunately, wased by her father-in-law who wore a human mask when she was twelve... Due to her innocence in youth, she maintained that vile relationship with her stepfather, which was eventually discovered by her mother; a beautiful and capable mother, driven mad by her daughter's ignorance, disappeared. Meanwhile, her lover Huzi loved her deeply, to the core, which allowed the promiscuous girl to experience a pure love during her youth. The stepfather who had exploited her was finally brought to justice, the family fell apart, and Huzi suddenly left. She began to wander. She walked from south to north, from east to west, drifting from place to place. Her soul also wandered aimlessly. During her travels, she mingled with the women at the bottom of society, living a life of debauchery and dissipation. Huzi, her lover, searched tirelessly for her and finally found her, but she had already changed beyond recognition. To bring Mei back to life, Huzi chose to die. Huzi's death shook her awake, allowing her to start anew. She began to observe the world with her own eyes, critically examining men, and thus became a writer. Soon after, she found her place in the world and welcomed a lover who cared for her as Huzi had... This is a soliloquy of a modern woman's love and sexual life; it is an unveiling of a woman's soul to the world; it is a declaration of a woman's desire to be like men, wanting whatever she pleases.