I blame you, what's the matter?

Author: Xi Juan
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Publish Date: 2003-01-01
Features: Life is connected by a series of uncertainties, and no one has the same fate. And yesterday's tears may become today's laughter—I have always believed this. Therefore, I never force things or indulge in excessive hopes, simply waiting for fate to bring its arrangements naturally. I have grown so accustomed to waiting that it has become an inseparable part of my life. So when the "fruit" I had been waiting for finally arrived, I was overwhelmed and didn’t know how to react. The boy I had waited for to become a man, and then waited for him to become a man himself, arrived the day before my thirtieth birthday, holding a large bouquet of vibrant red roses in front of me—"Xi Xi, I’m back. I’m here to marry you." His steady tone concealed a surge of emotion; only those who knew him well could sense the profound meaning behind his words, which encompassed countless hardships. My heart raced, and I was at a loss. The sudden surprise was so overwhelming that I forgot how to respond. For a moment, the past surged like a tide, and I stood frozen at the doorway, unable to speak a word, merely gazing at his resolute face in a daze. It felt as if those remaining years of my life had already passed, leaving no room for anything else.