Boyfriend contract

Author: Mia
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Publish Date: 2006-08-01
Features: "Have you been waiting long?" His hands tightened, gripping my hand more firmly.
"No, just counted to 1621." I smiled faintly.
"You're such a silly child."
"Tang," I looked up at his eyes and said, "You said you wanted to see me, so I came."
The car stopped at the entrance of a clean community. He paid, and led me out. We walked hand in hand on the clean path, with streetlights, tree shadows, and the intermittent chirping of cicadas—all floating peacefully in the night. Such a night, such a scene, seemed like something I had seen in a dream.
I stopped gently in front of a stone bench. He turned to look at me, and I lowered my head, giving him the chance to get closer. But he didn't. Instead, he lit a cigarette and sat down on the bench. I gently wrapped my arms around his solid torso. "You, my dear, I've traveled far, and I only have 24 hours left. But your elegance has already consumed a tenth of it."
This scene felt a bit awkward to me, because I saw the soft smile lingering on his lips. He stood up, gently picked me up, and his fair cheeks seemed to flush slightly. His delicate face was filled with subtle emotions.
I followed him upstairs, opened the door, and he tossed me onto his bed.
The cicadas still chirped, like an original aphrodisiac.
Tang, Xiao Yu is here. She is right beside you now.
I lay on the bed, Tang lay on top of me. This ambiguous position didn't last long. Finally, his lips pressed against mine, and I closed my eyes obediently.
That was the most thrilling kiss of my life. He was as graceful and elegant as a swan, yet as fierce and wild as a cheetah. The playful dance of his tongue left me dizzy. Instinctively, I wanted to curse in English, but my mouth kept being blocked, and I couldn't make a sound.
After a long while, we finally released each other's tongues and lips. We clung tightly together, like an inseparable root carving.
"Tang, say you miss me." I leaned against his chest and whispered softly.
"I miss you." His voice was clear.
"Tang, say you love me." I pushed my luck.
"I love you." He blurted it out.
"Making love?" I no longer knew whether I was Ye Xinai or Xiao Yu.
"No, you're not her."
"Am I not beautiful enough to interest you?" I asked, confused.
"No, it's just that I can't. I can't do that to you."
"After all, I'm just a substitute. I should have known." I smiled sadly, feeling like I wanted to cry.
"No, you don't know. If this continues, I'll fall in love with you myself. I've asked myself countless times—whether this fantasy with you is to reminisce about Xiao Yu or for some other purpose. At first, I thought you were her, but later I realized it was too difficult." He sighed and said something completely unexpected, "I can only love one woman at a time. Once you become her, there's no room left for her. Xiao Ai, forgive me for not being able to love you, because I can't forget her."