The history after the text

Author: Sun Yu
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Publish Date: 2001-09-01
Features: A few days ago, I suddenly developed a high fever of over 40 degrees Celsius. Lying on the hospital bed at Peking Union Medical College Hospital, every time words and images appeared in my mind, I felt waves of nausea. At that time, what I most wanted to avoid was words, as if they were filled with a ghostly aura. So I secretly thought, after discharge, I would no longer write those self-indulgent things, and wouldn't a peaceful life be better? But unexpectedly, once I returned to normal, my earlier vow slipped away quietly. It seemed that my previous work was not entirely useless, and my habits pulled me back to the book again, and the desire to confide in someone returned. Yongqing and Changjing said that the book was about to be printed and that something should be written at the end. I hesitated for a moment and, lying in a damp room by the sea, randomly scribbled the above words.