Vertigo philosophy

Author: Zhu Yeqing
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Publish Date: 2004-05-01
Features: "In life, only the daydreams are truly possessed by me, because I can freely command them. I am also willing to record these daydreams into words. Although I know that words have special rights, I am not writing them to gain rights. In fact, I merely want the body to experience physiological pleasure between daydreaming and transforming words. Only this special physiological pleasure can make me temporarily forget the fact that I am still 'alive,' a fact that I can never be sure of. Because of the uncertainty, it turns around and urges my daydreams to continue multiplying, becoming more obscure and hazy, and transformed into words, they become somewhat like drunken footsteps—tumbling, tipsy, and chaotic. Words are not very important to me; they are merely a way to carry life, so that the words can suffer while I escape from this chaotic and inexplicable daydreaming. But where to go, I am very confused. So I think that thoughts should originally be chaotic. Without chaos, how can they become powerful thoughts? Whether academic work needs to be chaotic, I don’t know, because I am not very good at academic work. Whenever I start, my head must become dizzy. Academic work requires systematicization, generally speaking, but I am particularly unskilled at systems and organization. My dizzy condition may stem from this." Preface Philosophical Reasons for Betrayal True: Words Become Buddha and Immortal, Not Preaching Prophecies, National Eccentricity, Waiting for Chinese Religion, Practical Culture, Superstition, Plain Language, The Immortality of the Decaying, The End of Meaning.