Beijing University girl

Author: You Ting
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Publish Date: 2004-03-01
Features: In her prime of life, she possessed various admirable qualities but firmly believed she would end her days in an undiagnosed state of illness. A man with a touch of mystery entered her life like a ghost. He wasn’t her lover, not even a friend. He was more like a doctor—observing, analyzing, diagnosing. Unknowingly, love appeared like a twilight glow against a sorrowful sky.
from a Peking University student: I came to university to pursue truth, but when truth deceived me, love might save me. I ran desperately with no purpose, yet when exhausted, I still came up empty-handed. Walking like a lone ghost in the brightly lit streets, yet no lamp was lit for me. I can’t live without money, and I can’t live without a man. If you want to marry me, you must give me the freedom to choose my lovers. You can’t satisfy me, so why should others be forbidden to? Women don’t need to read much, nor can they have entrepreneurial ambitions. The key is to have a beautiful face and master the art of captivating men at a moment’s notice. Everyone has a door they can’t open, though they don’t know what’s inside. Everyone is laughing, yet all are so hypocritical. I am a nun, an restless nun.